"What are some questions and concerns you have about growing up and adulthood?"

     I'm not altogether too frightened by adulthood.  This sounds immature and all, but I'm actually pretty excited.  I mean, of course i love youth and all-But I'm not afraid of responsibility. I'm not afraid of taxes.
    What I'm more afraid of is the journey to being a complete adult, and who i'll be when I'm an adult.  As a teenager,  I feel like these are the days when you start learning about yourself and what you are going to become.  Right now, I have no idea who I'm going to turn out to be.  And that frightens me.
    I guess what i require is a passion.  For me, there isn't that one thing that keeps me going, I haven't found that one thing that i want to spend my whole life doing.  I have many different options, but i don't pursue any of them. Instead, I spend my life wasting away at the computer, or doing nothing but talking about nothing with my friends.
    That's why i'm afraid for the journey ahead, because i don't feel like i'm even ON a journey. At all.   I guess last year i took a journey from childhood to adulthood (That was in the period where nothing went right and i lost my naivete and i was an awkward, depressed half-child.) But that journey to find myself ended up in me changing.  I found myself, but she's gone. I guess the biggest question I have as i mature is:  How am i supposed to find myself, when myself is such an intangible, capricious thing?